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Well. My last entry was a little more hysteria-tinged than I would've liked. Sorry about that. I guess I should've waited 'til I was calmer before I told everyone, except -- I don't know when that will be. As of today, I am still a wet and wild mess.

But I have to thank you all -- profusely! -- for the kind words. They helped. And I know I don't deserve them, because -- look at me! I disappear for weeks on end, then I show up out of nowhere just to splash misery and depression all over your screens! God. Y'all should just jettison me, for the good of your own sanity.

( cat ramble )